i've been watching nodame which reminds me of snsb days.
alot. and i miss them!!!!!! ):
just went to snsb online journal to look,
saw a photo of my 2 blue badge jnrs receiving awards, DAMN proud of them =')
read some of their most recent posts,
feel a lil disappointed in them for their un-called for behaviour and for humuliating and disappointing ms sia..
but still feel proud of them for achieving wad we and ms sia had been striving so hard for.
ms sia's hard work, perseverance and faith in us for the past 8(?)yrs have finally paid off! (:

all of a sudden, i feel a sense of loss like, i'm glad i was once in snsb, but i noe tt i can nvr go back to those days, neither can i play the horn again..
even aft i remove my braces..
)':
just feel overwhelmed with sadness and loneliness like everyone else who was in band are all still in touch with it, in one way or another ):
i wish i had the talent for it.
i was lucky once, it was alr a miracle,
and i'm grateful for tt exp (:
just wished it had lasted longer..
tt bond tt was formed among us girls
tt's v v hard to find elsewhere ):
i'm quite fortunate alr (x

tkd's great too, but somehow, mayb cos we keep to ourselves more,
the bond is nt as strong.
haah mayb it's the mixed gender thing tt made it diff for us to bond any closer :/
even so, i won't forget tkd days too!
com training and PTs and grading (:
sparring X.X
haha i'll forever rmb the guy who kicked me in the mouth and nvr even apologise :P
and the snr who pushed me down on my first try of sparring (hence resulting in my eternal fear of sparring)
i've got a long memory
though i may not look like i do :P
just ask ttj, those occasions when i said it's ok, but i turned ard and went -.-
hahahah those reactions seem funny now xD

gta slp early, tml gg to chen pao!
xDD